I feel like screaming and crying, I feel like running, running and dying, I feel like dissappearing never to be found. But nothing would change. I'd still feel the pain, no you never hit me, you were too good for that, holier than thou as always. But the scars you left go so much deeper bruises would have been so much better. I think about it every night while you lay in bed sleeping, how could this have been prevented, where did I go wrong? I can lie and say I don't miss you, I can go and pretend I don't care, though I'll always want to be with you, I realize where I'm not wanted. You chose her not me, I've said my fairwells to sweet sanity. Now I say goodbye.